Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Roots Go Deeper


Though I have not written here in quite some time, the story within me of my roots, and in fact, the journey itself, though not through space, has continued within me through time. I have been devouring Holocaust novels and memoirs recently. Just finished the 6th or 7th in a row.

I keep hearing my great-great grandmother's sigh as she watched my great-grandmother Mirele (Mary) leave her to get on the boat to come to America. I keep seeing my great-great-great grandmother cooking latkes for her daughter and sons. I keep smelling the dirt of Ukraine, the soil of motherland Russia. I keep yearning to breathe in the scents of candles burning and bread breaking on Shabbes.

My ancestors seem to have found me, and they are not letting go. Their presence within me has allowed me to let go, relax, and know that I am protected within their loving arms.

I'm hungry for more stories, and will probably continue to read memoirs of the struggles of the Jewish people, even though I do not feel myself to be Jewish, I know these are important roots.

I have found this link on the Yad Vashem website that chronicles the years of World War II in Pinsk: http://www1.yadvashem.org/download/about_holocaust/studies/FatalENGPRINT.pdf

There are so many scattered pieces of stories swirling like the snow outside my window, and I must trace them all.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Shambhala Abroad

(post written for Wake up Boston!)

Shambhala doesn’t exist just in Boston. On a recent trip to Europe, I was fortunate enough to be hosted by Shambhala friends in Kiev and Odessa, Ukraine. A week later, I joined an intensive practice retreat on the island of Aegina in Greece led by Acharya Eric Spiegel.

In both the Ukraine and Greece, being Buddhist is not really okay. These Center’s are tiny, supported by a small group of very passionate and dedicated practitioners who have connected with the vision of the Great Eastern Sun. Both countries have an overwhelmingly large emphasis on Orthodox Christianity, and while not exactly illegal, it could be dangerous to advertise a Shambhala Buddhist Meditation Center.

In Kiev, I was most warmly hosted by dear sangha friend Sasha. I also had the opportunity to visit

Shambhala Kiev

Shambhala Kiev

their tiny one-room Center that they have access to once a week. We sat together for a couple of hot hours, the meditation gong signaling us to walk and the wooden blocks clacking us back to the cushion. In Shambhala, these sounds and our practitioner’s smiles cross language borders. I was asked to give a talk about the Boston Shambhala Center to the room of 10 practitioners. I had a translator (a new experience for me), and talked about how we do things here in this big city at this big Center in Boston, until it dawned on me that they might be curious about how to do things there in such a tiny Center. I began to ask for questions, and they began to pour in. I learned probably more than they did (isn’t that always the case - the one presenting always seems to learn more than the ones receiving the presentation), but was incredibly moved by their passion for creating enlightened society in a place that is so consumed with entertainment and materialism.

The core group in Kiev taught me (without knowing it) a precious perspective about what we have here in Boston. We have a very large Center (even if it’s not big enough for us) that we can come to for practice at anytime during the week. We have daily meditation programs - imagine that - daily. We are able to support 2-3 full-time staff people (I have not forgotten how unbelievably fortunate I am to be one of them), and have enough volunteer staff to support not only the daily programs but also weekend programs almost every week.

Wake up Boston - remember that we are so incredibly fortunate to be able to flourish with the dharma so easily!

Odessa’s Center is also a tiny one-room rental, run by my friend Oleg. They only have about 5

Odessa Shambhala

Odessa Shambhala

practitioners. He asked me not to mention to anyone in Eastern Europe that they exist, saying “It could be difficult for us if you do.” I got to meet one other practitioner there, and Oleg and I practiced ngondro together in 110 degree heat. It was so inspiring to practice with him on Ukrainian soil (I was on the journey to visit the land some of my ancestors come from - more on that in another post soon), and to lend my support to my European sangha in this way.

The Greek sangha has a similar story. They are a group of about 10 or 12, and are quite possibly

Shambhala retreat in Greece

Shambhala retreat in Greece

the most generous and hospitable sangha I have encountered. So warm, such good cooks, such large smiles! But they also struggle to expand, to get organized, and to engage their neighbors in the practice of Shambhala and the view of enlightened society. They are a very strong group, and I have no fear that they will overcome all obstacles, especially with the support of all the dralas of beautiful Greece.

If you ever get the chance to visit our Shambhala sisters and brothers in Europe - do not miss the opportunity! Shambhala is alive and flourishing, even in the smaller gardens of the old countries.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Photos

The photos are finally here! At some point, I will fill out the stories of the photos and experiences on this blog, but for now, enjoy the slideshows!

Enjoy!!!

Paris:


Kiev:


Dnipopetrovsk:


Odessa:


Tiraspol:


Chishinau:

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Dharma....with a dish of Cornflakes

Home. Home from journeying, but my heart is so fully still on the journey! How to explain this? Love flows like an unending river, and I am but a small boat upon it.

Returning last Sunday from a week of a dream on an island retreat in Greece, space/time distorted with the long soak in the teachings and the Aegean sea....this is more of a poem than a story, and I don't know how else to sing it.

A day after I returned, Scott returned glowing and tired from Warrior Assembly at Karme Choling. A few hours later, Zurmang Gharwang Rinpoche and his lovely Dubgyud Lama (attendant) arrived on our doorstep and have been living with us ever since.

So, dharma with a dish of cornflakes has been the theme of the week.

What can I say? I've barely returned from the journey, have not had any downtime, have not had a chance to absorb the richness of all that I received and encountered upon the journey and the journey upon my very own doorstep has been so rich that in some ways, I feel I am just spinning, spinning, spinning in the present moment, and there is just nothing else, no ground, no mind, no no-mind.

Forgive this warrior if she makes no sense right now!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Dniepopetrovsk

Land of my ancestors, you shine with love, with love and a bright, big sun, resting on the Dnipr river.

I'm still learning how to post photos, so this is a teaser until I can post the rest. Enjoy!
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